"I fell in love because of her eyes.They looked as if it was a perfect sphere when I glanced at them. Her eyes spoke and scream for curiosity. They mesmerized me, there was no escape from them. I see reflections of an open universe, her eyes became so curious to me, they dilated and captured my own eyes.

 

I wanted to resist. I foresaw my own demise. There wasn't any socialization in me. I've always disliked the sound of crowd, the sound of socializing. I fear hurting people when I talk to them. It never ended well.

 

But, I couldn't resist. I got closer and closer to them day by day. It was an addiction. Memories were just products of time. I could not be able tell her emotion for me unless I ask her for it. I, however, would have never thought I would ever ask for it or expected any similar feelings back or ever confess this feeling...

 

Boys, I lost the battle. I couldn't kept the secrect from her truth-screaming eyes. She always seem curious. I felt guilty not letting her know even when I warned and knew the possibility of our ruined relationship.

 

Then, I did something I would have never done before.

 

Silience. Until, I asked something I would never thought I would.

 

Ice-cream. For a while. I felt cold as ice, it hurts like a loud scream. I was sad, I was not mad. In fact, I was glad. Silence met again after apologies were written and said, nothing else. Not a word written back.

 

But in the end, I realized: I'm different. A new person emerges from me. I did things I restrainted from doing. I gain more confident on myself. I became more open about my feelings toward others and I became more open to make a change. I stop assuming and instead I ask for the truth. There is no more worries.

 

And I can only hope time will heal our friendship and fix the holes that my stupidity left. And I hope time will give me a chance to hear what I wanted and apologize the rest. But more importantly, time might changes but memories never change, so I will hold them on tight, to never lose them.

 

And at last, We meet at a crossroad, now that I know this much is true, I won't be running after you."

 

"Sorry You Had To Dealt With Me."

 

 

So my message to you is that just try even if there isn't a chance. Do it and use it as an experience to better yourself. Don't be afraid to ask, no one is going to bite you, but be careful on how you ask.

 

And Finally: Maybe, this story just might be a true story. Who knows :)

 

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