I'm going to stop working on this website for a while.
The reason is that I've recently lost numerous of motivations and this is one of them.
Thank you for visiting it and thank you for 620 views.
But let me tell a story that I hope it will motivate you:
"I fell in love because of her eyes.They looked as if it was a perfect sphere when I glanced at them. Her eyes spoke and scream for curiosity. They mesmerized me, there was no escape from them. I see reflections of an open universe, her eyes became so curious to me, they dilated and captured my own eyes.
I wanted to resist. There wasn't any socialization in me. I've always disliked the sound of crowd, the sound of socializing. I fear hurting people when I talk to them. It never ended well.
But, I couldn't resist. I got closer and closer to them day by day. It was an addiction. Memories are just products of time. I, however, could not be able tell her emotion for me unless I ask her for it. I would have never thought I would ever ask though or I expected any similar feelings back or I would ever confess this feeling...
Boys, I lost the battle. I couldn't kept the secrect from her truth-screaming eyes. She always seem curious. I felt guilty not letting her know even when I warned and knew the possibility of our ruined relationship.
Then, I did something I would have never done before.
Silience. Until, I asked something I would never thought I would.
Ice-cream. For a while. I felt cold as ice, it hurts like a loud scream. I was sad, I was not mad. In fact, I was glad. Silence met again after apologies were written and said, nothing else. Not a word written back.
But in the end, I realized: I'm different. A new person emerges from me. I did things I retained from doing. I gain more confident on myself. I became more open about my feelings toward others and I became more open to make a change. There is no more worries.
And I can only hope time will heal our friendship and fix the holes that I left. But more importantly, time might changes but memories never change, so I will hold them on tight, to never lose them."
So my message to you is that just try even if there isn't a chance. Do it and use it as an experience to better yourself.
And Finally: Maybe, this story just might be a true story. Who knows :)
I hope my website served well to y'all even until the end of time. I hope I have entertain you all with my website. And yes I did draw the background. You can still find the website but it is hidden in a place no one expected on this page. I hope you can find it.
You can visit my Youtube Channel I post videos like these gameplays (osu!) and funny skype calls sometimes:
